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Today I turned 40.

I’m still unmarried.
No kids.
I live in an unfinished house.
And I’m still at the freelance level in my business, while many of my peers are juggling family life, kids, mortgages, and careers they've been in for over a decade—whether they love them or not.

For a long time, this made me feel behind.​
Like I missed some train that everyone else seemed to catch.
Like my life was a draft that never quite got finalized.

But today… I see things differently.

Turning 40—like this—feels like a quiet rebellion.​
A rebellion against timelines I never agreed to.
​Against inherited expectations I didn’t choose.
Against the fear that if I don’t have it all figured out, I don’t belong.

In this version of 40, I’ve learned how to trust myself more deeply than ever before.
Microdosing has played a big role in that—slowing down my nervous system, softening the grip of shame, and helping me hear my own truth beneath all the noise.

It’s no longer about catching up.​
​It’s about catching my breath.​
Catching the beauty in this wildly unique path I’m on.
Catching the essence of me, not the version of me that’s been shaped by fear or comparison.

I used to chase life like it was something I had to keep up with.
Now I live it like a garden I’m learning to tend—imperfect, messy, and beautifully mine.

Wherever you are on your path…
You’re not behind.
You’re becoming.

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Inner Compass Practice ​ If you feel similar, then I want to offer this Inner Compass Practice (5 minutes daily): 1. Find a quiet spot. 2. Close your eyes and place one hand on your heart, one on your belly. 3. Ask yourself: - What am I being pulled toward right now—without logic, without fear? - What story am I carrying that isn’t mine? - What would I choose if I fully trusted myself? 4. Just listen. No fixing. No journaling. Just breath and presence. 5. End by whispering a word or phrase that feels like truth. Carry it with you through the day.

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